我躺在床 眼睛没办法合上
时光匆忙 剩下的时间还有多长？
随时回头看那些时光想着这些年过了一关又一关
以后会变怎样 谁给我答案
想知道有没有 不落的太阳黑夜太长
我没办法承担想要学会自我催眠
让聪明再多一些想要学会自我催眠
压力或许少一点慢慢闭上双眼
走出害怕 走出迷惘相信勇敢一点
我就不闪躲而明天 将会是美好的一天
怎么办？这几天，都没什么好睡...
每一个晚上都断断续续醒来好几次真的很累很累啊！！考试快到了，竟然患上失眠这种通病！唉！怎样才能拥有比较有Quality的睡眠呢？靠自我催眠？
Friday, March 30, 2007
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Recently, as SPM result had been released, the issue of whether Matriculation or STPM to take become the hot debate topic. Many students seem like no direction in their future. As usual, I have been littering my two cents here and there in few forums that i used to visit. There is also an article which wrote by myself have been published in Nan Yang Siang Poh last week.
I decided to copy one of my ramblings over from recom's forum. In the following, I modified the text a little bit to make it more coherent and reader-friendly. All aboard! Off we go...
The question posted by the forumer sound:
For those unfortunate souls who failed to obtain straight A1s in SPM, do you intend to go for matriculation if you are offered a spot?Would you opt for STPM instead?Or would it be A levels?Since our chances of getting jpa are pretty slim, let us discuss about the possible ways to continue our education..As for matriculation, can we be guaranteed a place in a public uni of our choice with a course we want if we manage 4As?
As a pioneer of matriculation's chinese student, who are doing my 3rd years in UM currently, i think matriculation is the best and easier pathway to enter local university.
With reference of the past few years record, it is true enough that a large number of the matriculation students get places in local universities. Thus, it is not suprising that we often heard that students who do matriculation are guaranteed of places. I am not going to elaborate on matters deemed sensitive. The poor STPM students despite getting very good results have to fight it out among themselves to secure places for critical courses.
Anyhow, some people may contended that study STPM will be more easier when they further their tertiary in university. There is also some comment of STPM student is smarter or more execellent than matriculation student. For me, that is pure rubbish!
After you sucuessfully entered University, you will realize that everyone is start from zero!(Especially for my course!)
To tell the truth, i got a friend who previously same matriculation with me, did his Pharmacy Degree in UM now. He is one of the Top student in that particular course!!! So, don't simply believe the rumours that STPMers is more execellent! There are intelligent students who originate from the Matriculation system. Even smarter than STPM students. Apparently, if you're intelligent, it doesn't matter which system you originate from.
Besides, noone is going to ask whether you are originated from STPM or Matriculation after you complete your degree...
After the reply, I also get some feed back. One of the forumer contended that matriculation syllabus is very easy if compared to STPM. Here, i would like to quote his word.
"matrics student study the PRE-U course in a YEAR or less than it i would say, whoile STPM students need to undrgo 1.5 yrs of strenous day..do bear in mind, how r them suppose to cover up all the sllybus in less than a yr? i personally doubts the QUALITY and depth of knowledge gained in matricualtion...many of my frens who were stpmers, insist that while there ARE some BRILLINAT matrics student in Uni, but sadly to say, most of them STRUGGLE while in Uni, cuz the knowledge they gain in MATRICS are not adequate, so my main qustion is..how can we claim that the std of matric is on par with stpm? if it is, then y matrics is not INTERNATIONALLY RECOGNISED and considering the fact thta many MATRICS student dpget 4.0 flat and the absurd ratio between matrics and stpm top scorer do makes me ponder( im not BIASED ,btw), is the std matriculation on par with STPM... and i would like to plead..do plz show some respect to f6 students who have managed to get a spot in local Uni, they deserve ou respect..."
To certain extent i did actually agree with him but personally i think that if you want to score a distiction no matter in matriculation or university, you have to equip yourself with some extra knowledge and studies assiduously. There is actually some student who studied in matriculation but always demand themselves to reach the STPM level!If they themselves do not swotted or hard study, they are definately going to suffer during their 1st years in University. I admit that Matriculation syllabus is far more easier than STPM. (My sis use to be Form-6 student last time...and i myself had also compare the both syllabus before) However, i did come across some point of view of the undergraduate, they opined that there are actually not much difference of level for Matriculation and STPM student... But, undeniable, for medicine course there is still a vast gap for matric student to battle and catch up. Anyhow, as far as what i have seem in UM, matriculation student still not left behind the STPMers. Although some of the matriculation student will struggle for their studies when they notice that some of the syllabus yet covered but what benefit them is they already adapt the uni life. STPMers may not able to accomodate themselves to the change quickly. Matric will never echo to STPM. But it is an easier pathway to get a place in local University.
Matriculation or STPM?
You have to play your cards right.
I decided to copy one of my ramblings over from recom's forum. In the following, I modified the text a little bit to make it more coherent and reader-friendly. All aboard! Off we go...
The question posted by the forumer sound:
For those unfortunate souls who failed to obtain straight A1s in SPM, do you intend to go for matriculation if you are offered a spot?Would you opt for STPM instead?Or would it be A levels?Since our chances of getting jpa are pretty slim, let us discuss about the possible ways to continue our education..As for matriculation, can we be guaranteed a place in a public uni of our choice with a course we want if we manage 4As?
As a pioneer of matriculation's chinese student, who are doing my 3rd years in UM currently, i think matriculation is the best and easier pathway to enter local university.
With reference of the past few years record, it is true enough that a large number of the matriculation students get places in local universities. Thus, it is not suprising that we often heard that students who do matriculation are guaranteed of places. I am not going to elaborate on matters deemed sensitive. The poor STPM students despite getting very good results have to fight it out among themselves to secure places for critical courses.
Anyhow, some people may contended that study STPM will be more easier when they further their tertiary in university. There is also some comment of STPM student is smarter or more execellent than matriculation student. For me, that is pure rubbish!
After you sucuessfully entered University, you will realize that everyone is start from zero!(Especially for my course!)
To tell the truth, i got a friend who previously same matriculation with me, did his Pharmacy Degree in UM now. He is one of the Top student in that particular course!!! So, don't simply believe the rumours that STPMers is more execellent! There are intelligent students who originate from the Matriculation system. Even smarter than STPM students. Apparently, if you're intelligent, it doesn't matter which system you originate from.
Besides, noone is going to ask whether you are originated from STPM or Matriculation after you complete your degree...
After the reply, I also get some feed back. One of the forumer contended that matriculation syllabus is very easy if compared to STPM. Here, i would like to quote his word.
"matrics student study the PRE-U course in a YEAR or less than it i would say, whoile STPM students need to undrgo 1.5 yrs of strenous day..do bear in mind, how r them suppose to cover up all the sllybus in less than a yr? i personally doubts the QUALITY and depth of knowledge gained in matricualtion...many of my frens who were stpmers, insist that while there ARE some BRILLINAT matrics student in Uni, but sadly to say, most of them STRUGGLE while in Uni, cuz the knowledge they gain in MATRICS are not adequate, so my main qustion is..how can we claim that the std of matric is on par with stpm? if it is, then y matrics is not INTERNATIONALLY RECOGNISED and considering the fact thta many MATRICS student dpget 4.0 flat and the absurd ratio between matrics and stpm top scorer do makes me ponder( im not BIASED ,btw), is the std matriculation on par with STPM... and i would like to plead..do plz show some respect to f6 students who have managed to get a spot in local Uni, they deserve ou respect..."
To certain extent i did actually agree with him but personally i think that if you want to score a distiction no matter in matriculation or university, you have to equip yourself with some extra knowledge and studies assiduously. There is actually some student who studied in matriculation but always demand themselves to reach the STPM level!If they themselves do not swotted or hard study, they are definately going to suffer during their 1st years in University. I admit that Matriculation syllabus is far more easier than STPM. (My sis use to be Form-6 student last time...and i myself had also compare the both syllabus before) However, i did come across some point of view of the undergraduate, they opined that there are actually not much difference of level for Matriculation and STPM student... But, undeniable, for medicine course there is still a vast gap for matric student to battle and catch up. Anyhow, as far as what i have seem in UM, matriculation student still not left behind the STPMers. Although some of the matriculation student will struggle for their studies when they notice that some of the syllabus yet covered but what benefit them is they already adapt the uni life. STPMers may not able to accomodate themselves to the change quickly. Matric will never echo to STPM. But it is an easier pathway to get a place in local University.
Matriculation or STPM?
You have to play your cards right.
Sunday, March 25, 2007
偶尔还是会怀念!
昨天，整理自己的东西时，无意间在一本书中找到以前中学时期写的东西。
看了以后，很多回忆都涌上心头。
脑海浮现了穿着蓝白色校服的画面，很多往事就好像电影里重复播放着的情节，没想到那时候青涩的校园生活在回忆里还是很清晰的，仿佛是不久前发生的事，却突然间在时间的圈被按到 >> 的Button，然后就这样经过了很多年。现在看了自己写得东西，我觉得自己那时候的文笔冗长而抽象，根本就没有什么重点嘛！！哈哈！
奇怪！那时候怎么会有那样的灵感写那么废的东西？！？
可是啊！！如果现在要我那样写的话，肯定一个句子也写不出来了！
喜欢那时候自己的感性，随时拿起纸和笔，都可以书写；也因为如此而记录了许多美丽与哀愁。
到底写了些什么呢？？哈哈哈！
我从告别式走出来，又走进另一种告别式。
生命的钟一圈又一圈的走，我们重复过着同样日子。
相遇，相识，相聚，别离。然后，再相遇，再相识，再相聚，再别离。
时钟一圈之后又回到一圈，今天过了二十四小时，明天还有二十四小时。
然而，生命的钟却只有一次，过了今天的二十四小时就永远会不去了。
一生中，有多少个人可以停留在生命里，成为永恒？？
有时候，我天真的以为，我和安锜、智子、秋萍的关系是一份永恒。
因为回忆会永存心底。
我们四个人曾经是那么好的朋友，就像光和影一样，有他们的地方就有我，有我的地方就有他们。
那日子，有欢笑，有泪水，有感动，也有争执。
一路上，我们互相扶持，一起经历成长。
因为有了这份甜美的记忆，我于是相信我们的友谊会根植于每个人的心中，酝酿成一份永恒的情愫。
后来，当我们四个人走进一场又一场的告别式，我渐渐发现，记忆原来是不可靠的。
因为我们每天都用不同的形态与姿势过日子，旧的记忆很快地会被新的记忆取代，当初埋下的种种情感也因为有了新的情史而逐渐模糊。
后来的后来，也就成全了遗忘。原本坚信的永恒，也因为时间的关系而改观。
当我再走进另一种告别式，到底还会不会有永恒呢？
其实，我有考虑了三秒钟，才决定把我和安锜、智子、秋萍的名字写出来。哈哈！
那时候好朋友的关系真的很值得去怀念。
我其实不记得以上这编文章是几时写的，大概是中学毕业后吧！！
总之是中三之后写的就对了！
文字里带着有点悲伤的味道，很灰暗的想法。我一直都记得以前和安锜、智子还有秋萍是很好很好的朋友，只是现在各有各忙，很少有相聚的时间与机会。
人啊！偶尔还是会怀念以前的~不是吗？？
看了以后，很多回忆都涌上心头。
脑海浮现了穿着蓝白色校服的画面，很多往事就好像电影里重复播放着的情节，没想到那时候青涩的校园生活在回忆里还是很清晰的，仿佛是不久前发生的事，却突然间在时间的圈被按到 >> 的Button，然后就这样经过了很多年。现在看了自己写得东西，我觉得自己那时候的文笔冗长而抽象，根本就没有什么重点嘛！！哈哈！
奇怪！那时候怎么会有那样的灵感写那么废的东西？！？
可是啊！！如果现在要我那样写的话，肯定一个句子也写不出来了！
喜欢那时候自己的感性，随时拿起纸和笔，都可以书写；也因为如此而记录了许多美丽与哀愁。
到底写了些什么呢？？哈哈哈！
我从告别式走出来，又走进另一种告别式。
生命的钟一圈又一圈的走，我们重复过着同样日子。
相遇，相识，相聚，别离。然后，再相遇，再相识，再相聚，再别离。
时钟一圈之后又回到一圈，今天过了二十四小时，明天还有二十四小时。
然而，生命的钟却只有一次，过了今天的二十四小时就永远会不去了。
一生中，有多少个人可以停留在生命里，成为永恒？？
有时候，我天真的以为，我和安锜、智子、秋萍的关系是一份永恒。
因为回忆会永存心底。
我们四个人曾经是那么好的朋友，就像光和影一样，有他们的地方就有我，有我的地方就有他们。
那日子，有欢笑，有泪水，有感动，也有争执。
一路上，我们互相扶持，一起经历成长。
因为有了这份甜美的记忆，我于是相信我们的友谊会根植于每个人的心中，酝酿成一份永恒的情愫。
后来，当我们四个人走进一场又一场的告别式，我渐渐发现，记忆原来是不可靠的。
因为我们每天都用不同的形态与姿势过日子，旧的记忆很快地会被新的记忆取代，当初埋下的种种情感也因为有了新的情史而逐渐模糊。
后来的后来，也就成全了遗忘。原本坚信的永恒，也因为时间的关系而改观。
当我再走进另一种告别式，到底还会不会有永恒呢？
其实，我有考虑了三秒钟，才决定把我和安锜、智子、秋萍的名字写出来。哈哈！
那时候好朋友的关系真的很值得去怀念。
我其实不记得以上这编文章是几时写的，大概是中学毕业后吧！！
总之是中三之后写的就对了！
文字里带着有点悲伤的味道，很灰暗的想法。我一直都记得以前和安锜、智子还有秋萍是很好很好的朋友，只是现在各有各忙，很少有相聚的时间与机会。
人啊！偶尔还是会怀念以前的~不是吗？？
Friday, March 23, 2007
选择你想要的未来
南洋商报
八方回响:选择你想要的未来
2007/03/21 18:09:37
●陈耐均
大马高级教育文凭放榜之后，自是有人欢喜有人愁。紧接下来，就是烦恼该如何为自己的前途作决定的时候了，到底该如何正确地选择适合自己的科系呢？很多考生致电予我询问如何选科系，可见，现在的升学生仍不能为自己的前途作出选择。考到好成绩固然是一项光荣的事，但，如何选择适合自己的科系才是最关键的。
未必要选医学系
依今日的升学政策，只要能考到好的成绩，拿到满分４．０，无论你是修生物学还是物理，皆可以申请我国最热门的医学系。故此，很多优异生都理所当然纷纷在申请表格的第一栏填上“医学系”这个热门科系。这也是前年１２８名优异生无法如愿修读医学系，而作出前所未有的抗议之首要原因。优异生过多，学位提供太少，自然有人欢喜有人一场空，然而，当医生真的是这些优异生的第一志愿吗？我曾经问过一名正在修读医科的朋友，你是真的想要当医生吗？他给我的答案是因为当时考到很好的成绩，就想博一博这个热门学位，选科时根本就没有顾虑到是不是自己想要的生活啊！
优异生读不读医科真的那么重要吗？回首去年成绩放榜之际，吉兰丹理科大学医学系一名学生留下遗言“我今日非死不可，我要勇敢一点”后，即在房里悬梁自尽，为这紧逼的社会再增添一片愁云。与此同时，每一间大学里，医学系学生转换科系的更是大有人在，其一是他们无法克服医学系的繁重课业，其二乃对医科没有兴趣。早知如此，又何必当初？
还有，选择科系时应该跟着自己的成绩作出考量，如果成绩不怎么优越，就不应该选择太过热门的科系，因为这样一来，不但拿不到自己所想要的热门科系，还分分钟被淘汰到冷门科系。举例：一些成绩不太好的学生，若想要继续修读医学，可以申请生物医学或继续选修物理。
人生岂能尽如意
其实，在今日功利主义的社会，学历文凭乃世界竞争不可或缺的主要条件，有鉴于此，许多家长纷纷向儿女施压，望子成龙，盼女成凤；放学回家就上补习班，英文课、画画、钢琴等等。当然，这些都是源自他们心中的压力和完美主义。同样的，当一名优异生考到全Ａ的成绩，而他的自愿是成为一名出色的医生，那么所有的事对他而言近乎完美，他有这么高的要求根本没有错，只是他们忽略了人生岂能尽如人意？我们只能做到最好，却不能过分追求完美，因为那样，我们往往会在追求完美的当儿，忽略了路过的美丽风景。很多时候，成败也不是那么重要，重要的是过程。
笔者希望各位升学生在选择科系时三思，选择你所想要的未来，而不是盲目的选择。
八方回响:选择你想要的未来
2007/03/21 18:09:37
●陈耐均
大马高级教育文凭放榜之后，自是有人欢喜有人愁。紧接下来，就是烦恼该如何为自己的前途作决定的时候了，到底该如何正确地选择适合自己的科系呢？很多考生致电予我询问如何选科系，可见，现在的升学生仍不能为自己的前途作出选择。考到好成绩固然是一项光荣的事，但，如何选择适合自己的科系才是最关键的。
未必要选医学系
依今日的升学政策，只要能考到好的成绩，拿到满分４．０，无论你是修生物学还是物理，皆可以申请我国最热门的医学系。故此，很多优异生都理所当然纷纷在申请表格的第一栏填上“医学系”这个热门科系。这也是前年１２８名优异生无法如愿修读医学系，而作出前所未有的抗议之首要原因。优异生过多，学位提供太少，自然有人欢喜有人一场空，然而，当医生真的是这些优异生的第一志愿吗？我曾经问过一名正在修读医科的朋友，你是真的想要当医生吗？他给我的答案是因为当时考到很好的成绩，就想博一博这个热门学位，选科时根本就没有顾虑到是不是自己想要的生活啊！
优异生读不读医科真的那么重要吗？回首去年成绩放榜之际，吉兰丹理科大学医学系一名学生留下遗言“我今日非死不可，我要勇敢一点”后，即在房里悬梁自尽，为这紧逼的社会再增添一片愁云。与此同时，每一间大学里，医学系学生转换科系的更是大有人在，其一是他们无法克服医学系的繁重课业，其二乃对医科没有兴趣。早知如此，又何必当初？
还有，选择科系时应该跟着自己的成绩作出考量，如果成绩不怎么优越，就不应该选择太过热门的科系，因为这样一来，不但拿不到自己所想要的热门科系，还分分钟被淘汰到冷门科系。举例：一些成绩不太好的学生，若想要继续修读医学，可以申请生物医学或继续选修物理。
人生岂能尽如意
其实，在今日功利主义的社会，学历文凭乃世界竞争不可或缺的主要条件，有鉴于此，许多家长纷纷向儿女施压，望子成龙，盼女成凤；放学回家就上补习班，英文课、画画、钢琴等等。当然，这些都是源自他们心中的压力和完美主义。同样的，当一名优异生考到全Ａ的成绩，而他的自愿是成为一名出色的医生，那么所有的事对他而言近乎完美，他有这么高的要求根本没有错，只是他们忽略了人生岂能尽如人意？我们只能做到最好，却不能过分追求完美，因为那样，我们往往会在追求完美的当儿，忽略了路过的美丽风景。很多时候，成败也不是那么重要，重要的是过程。
笔者希望各位升学生在选择科系时三思，选择你所想要的未来，而不是盲目的选择。
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Nightmare~
Hey...what are you doing lately? As for me, i am battle with tons of school work. Many replacement classes were to be held and even weekend have lectures nowadays...Oh ya..is my jurisprudence lecture. Whole batch of 3rd years were obliged to attend the jurisprudence lecture during Saturday and Sunday...We hv no other choices because our beloved jurisprudence lecturer Dr. Badariah had called to the judicial commission...She is a judge now!!Life is so unexpected!! Lecturer yesterday but a High Court judge today~ Now, our juris class will takeover and conduct by a part time lecturer... Frankly, almost a month time abondon jurisprudence...and this weekend have to attend the lecture... i really can't adjust and tune my mood to study for it~ Dunno whether can catch up the lesson or not? Hmm..you think the lecturer will able to complete the syllabus on time? I m uneasy in my mind about the upcoming final exam now~ Oh~ feel helpless~ As you know, Law is really not an easy subject and my studies entails a lot of hard work.... After the incident nearly being barred from doing attachment, i am now feel so stress! Nighmares about failing exam and restraining from proceed to final year~
Friday, March 16, 2007
Hanakimi
I finished the last episodes of the drama of Hanakimi yesterday..I know a lot of people have actually finished it early than me but i m still very exciting...For those who haven't watch this drama...you must go and download ya~Although download is infringed of copyright but it seem common now...Just ignored the copyright lar... i don't think it will have any enforcement of the law ...The story of this drama is actually very spacial (at least different from other drama la)^0^~They called it "most man drama" Haha :PThis story is about a girl(Ella) transfer to a boy's school for her studies... then..what will happened? Sorry, i not going to tell you, go and watch it yourself..hehe
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Bridge to Terabithia
i saw Bridge to Terabithia last week with YLS concert friends after the reunion dinner..
Although many of them contended the movie is bored but i like this movie however. The story is full of the cretivities and the two children found their own palace with the imagination... In such imaginative world, they become brave and they start to change in their own personality.
The little guy very cute because he look very innocent...haha~He like drawing and he tend to draw out many character which he do not has.
I like the girl in the movie very much. She very pretty and passionate.. but too bad she perished about the end of the movie..
Anyhow,at least her spirit forever stay with the little guy..not too frustrated~ but overall its seem like sth uncomplete...
Maybe is my own desire to see the little guy to success in sth about the drawing..haha~
Although many of them contended the movie is bored but i like this movie however. The story is full of the cretivities and the two children found their own palace with the imagination... In such imaginative world, they become brave and they start to change in their own personality.
The little guy very cute because he look very innocent...haha~He like drawing and he tend to draw out many character which he do not has.
I like the girl in the movie very much. She very pretty and passionate.. but too bad she perished about the end of the movie..
Anyhow,at least her spirit forever stay with the little guy..not too frustrated~ but overall its seem like sth uncomplete...
Maybe is my own desire to see the little guy to success in sth about the drawing..haha~
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